days like these

days like these leave me feeling blue. days after, days like these.

i wonder if steven "third" reich has days like these

or if its all happy clapping for him as well. 

just the two of us

Just the two of us - we can make it if we try .

hipsters and capitalism that is

a haw haw haw

its a bit like julias theme

Values less than 1

Social political and moral values are entirely subjective. When a group of patients from an Icelandic mental hospital go to dine at a fine restaurants, they are right to end their meal with a set of fine cigars, a cognac and a cheque to the waiter saying. "We are mental patients from Klepp, please kindly call the police and have us returned". Many people have explored these concepts and tried to redefine these boundaries shape and shift them, push and pull them to contort the values towards their own world view. In truth it doesn't really matter , its just about BIG DADDY, getting hegemonic on yo ass.

Pollination and collaboration

TVTVTVTVTVTV is proud to introduce myredhotcar a blogger that has previously been in Whatwouldthecaptiando together with this here writer. . He blogs about making and build and making and building. you should probably look yourself rather than taking my word for it .Learn how to build a synth, or wobble the step of the dub with the light.

SONGS>>>>>>
He is an important collaborator and from collaboration comes songs with pollination that avoid sound like ducks fed to right said bread

By design, we are failing

It was only a matter of time before this happened. That is to say time doesn't really matter, so it wasn't so much a matter as in an issue as of no matter at all. Time and matter being separate constraints you see. Or perhaps not, I forget.

But the point in had, or rather the rule is that there is only so much that can occur before it leads to excessive self indulgence, infact perhaps everything that occurs is always by its nature indulgent, or it would not have occurred in the first place. And this leads us to a discussion of the performance as communication , rather than introspection. Of a duality between commutator and the recipient of the communication, accurately or otherwise. Like all communication it requires a bare minimum of two persons to exist. not one, but two, or more perhaps, more often infact. Therefore if the performance is an introspective one, it fails to communicate it fails to exist.  and therefore wasn't a performance in the first place.

by design we are failing. 

I can't seem to think straight in this langauge

Music is a language. There is no stealing, ef you are lucky and become successful with annarra ideas, involve þá, help þeim að get where you are. 

(stolen from Alec E)

if you are using language to express your emotions they aren't really your emotions they are just some other emotions described by someone other guy who wrote some other  words for the language in the first place, this is a real buttfuck , because you cant even think without using your langauge anyway. so if you cant think without using the language some other woman wrote then you can't really have your own thoughts. 

not said by samuel beckett.

now take your hat off and sit down you pretentious bilinugal knobjockey

oh the wren is a communist bird

this message is so important I refuse to sell it to you

This message is so important I refuse to sell it to you. For if it is for sale, it will be sold back to me and the message itself will be removed. I can buy three punk rock t shirts on the market for £10 don't you know . That is not to say that in any way I will be attempting to give the message away. No of course not , that would never do. Like some cheap promotional freebie, in advance of the sales pitch , with a view to converting marketing touches in to cash, clicks into views, points into prizes. The bruce forsyth of the underground. Knowing this it would be easy to make the assumption that the absence of any message, of any marketing slogan, or chant politik, given , or sold, for it is much the same, means that a message does not exist. That would of course be incorrect, in so much as it is possible to be right or wrong about these things. Equaly one should not confuse the absence of a message as some sort of apathy, when infact there is burning rage. Although it is of course important that apathy or rage is not seen to exist, as they would of course be messages in and of themselves. Just as atheism is the deepest and most strongly felt of all the religions, apathy and reaction is of course the deepest and most strongest of all the messages, yet having them , also justifies the need for a message, which in itself justifies and and both defines the existence , of that which we feel rage or apathy for.  Therefore in many ways there is no message that can possible be given, that is not to say that this message itself has not been careful crafted, refined and agonised over. Yet at the same time improvised. And it is this very lack of a message, which must be seen as distinct from simply the absence of message that is so common in the over ground (if such a ground were to even exist) that it what we seek to convey.

In conclusion, I think I can safely speak for everyone, though I would of course prefer to speak for no one and to no one,  when I say " My council house is shit". Thatcher? She's demented.

beauty in small sights

If thinking around balance has become as important, if not more so than thinking around duality. is it the year that postmodernism finally broke. is this here the water has ended up. some sort of transcendance where self reference, where for and against, of and not of no longer matter. in fact they matter so little that it was almost as if the never ever where. over and over until they will always have been but they will never have happened. does beauty override purpose and meaning if is it of sufficient strength that it is a purpose and meaning in and of itself. is it all hippy bullshit , or do I really only need a hard on for blueberries?

Principles don't put bread on the table

A self-proclaimed Communist and homosexual, U.S. poet THE WREN caused a stir in several Communist countries he visited (Czechoslovakia in 1965, Yugoslavia in 1980, China in 1984), to the extend of being expelled from Cuba in 1965. His visit in Hungary in 1980 went smoother and he could perform the poetry readings and meetings with political activists that were his usual diet while travelling abroad 

where you are is exactly where you are supposed to be

Where you are is exactly where you are supposed to be. this is a conundrum . if we are where we are supposed to be the possibility of all progress is eliminated , gone ,  existing without purpose and so failing to exist at all, at least in any meaningful way.  But if we are to find ourselves standing in the way of progress surely that is a good thing, the relentless ever march call for progression. this is something we can and should ignore quite happily, and make us happy it will , to co-opt out of this race, out of all desire. like some sort of Buddha. or bum, or worse a Buddha Bum. Which is probably in and of itself better.

But for right now. I'm going to stick my head in the sand. Right where it belongs. Right where it is supposed to be.

Never happened

When you decide to be nice to me , I'll be a happier person.

Over and over until it has never happened but it will always have been

Art is a complaint or do something else

We don't really like what you do
We don't think that anyone ever will
It's a problem that you have
And this problems made you ill.

Duality

Duality exists , and is ever more present . Of both being and not being . Of both for and against , of both other and self, of both yes and no , of both existing and not existing . Furthermore is the question of time in this instance being and not being over and over , until it has never been in the first place.
Not that these things matter. Because they will never have mattered and never will, whilst still of course being of the utmost importance. It could be thought of as a conundrum to resolve a point somewhere of singularising the duality. but that would be missing the point , if of course there is a point . Duality is a parallel , like to simultaneous train tracks that exist together yet never shall meet , infact cannot ever meet without ceasing to be. Of course that would be true if such as thing as direction also existed . Which of course it doesn't for if it did it would imply some sort of singular purpose , some sort of history , past present and future . Which obviously then negates the very conceptualisation of the duality in the first place . Or the second place , or even the last place . Except not the last place or the first ; which in itself prevents the actual progression to the second place . So infact it exists in neither the first , nor the last nor any place in between , meaning, that is to say that it has never existed in the first place and never will . Except of course that it did and still does and always will because If it hadn't or doesn't or won't it couldn't have not existed either.

Capital

That central oozing mess , that radiates it's one dimension shallow meaningless values out onto the fields around it. Be like us , be like this , you have no worth unless you follow and imitate. Because it is us that decide what is worth and what is value not you. Perish the thought that the simple farmers, the simple subjects , the serfs could decide for themselves it is my world and I will name it as I choose . It is my culture and I will value , define an shape it as I see fit.

I hate LDN

cheque it out

check it, check it, jacket, check you jack jacket off, check it out, check you out, check me out , check out girl.

Dentistry

• Children from routine and manual backgrounds have, on average, one more tooth with obvious tooth decay than other children.
• 5-year-olds in the North of England have, on average, more missing, decayed or filled teeth then 5-year-olds in the South (excluding London) or the Midlands.

The first graph shows, for both 5-year-olds and 15-year-olds, how the average number of teeth with obvious tooth decay varies by the social class of their family.

The data source for the first graph is a 2003 government survey entitled Dental Health Survey of Children and Young People (tables 1 to 3).  The data relates to the United Kingdom.  The choice of 5-year-olds and 15-year-olds is to avoid the age group where primary teeth are being replaced by permanent teeth.

The second graph shows how the average number of missing, decayed or filled teeth for 5-year-olds varies by region.

The data source for the second graph is a large 2007/08 survey conducted by the British Association for the Study of Community Dentistry.  

source : http://www.poverty.org.uk/22/index.shtml

When I moved to a council estate, I had eight fillings. I am not a statistic, but my teeth have their own ideas.

Please don't take me to the dentist today.

ooze ooze ooze

many things in life are a duality. but what's a duality if its not an endless compromise. and what's a compromise if its not a result where neither side gets what they want. I'd like to believe in anarchism I really would. but we tried it once and it didn't turn out well. in a group there is always a leader. and in a duality there is always a master and a slave. granted they may be both master and slave at the same time , or at different times, competing or complementary. but the duality is always a certainty. and the one thing about a duality is its neither one thing nor the other yet both at the same time. quite uncertain if you will. a certain uncertainty. of yin and yang, or ones and zeros, or haves and have nots. Him and Her

life would be simpler if there was no duality. but life would be more cruel. at least for one side , so this simplicity we cannot have. unless we are to spend our lives eating one big misogynistic cheese pasty. and that would be a terrible affair

Yr idols

They didn't stand for anything just a little more nothing than you ever did. Maybe they meant something once , maybe you ascribed all that meaning to them. Maybe you were wrong, or more likely they were wrong. Just a little more nothing.

ooze ooze ooze ooze

like a misogynistic cheese pasty

where's my paycheck

a filthy song for a filthy system

Chinese teenager sells kidney to buy iPad

If I had a kidney/heart I could sell it to
Buy that most desirable of things in order to hear the records on. My desires and tastes and shapes have been crafted to strongly and so much by brand friendly capitalists that my desires can no longer said to be my own, and my tastes are merely those which have been cultivated within me to become a productive consumer. By extension the horrible realisation that my tastes are not my own, means neither are my ideas, my concepts , my forms and my expressions. My whole artistry is mearly a function of advertising , a by product if you will. An unrequited offshoot, with no independence of itself , no self identity and not born of its maker.

Posted from my I fucking Phone

vocalise the agit

HERE

It's like being a million monkeys at a million typewriters except theres's only three of us

I'm starting this blog as a record. Because if there isn't a record then it doesn't really exist. I mean it probably doesn't exist anyway. It might do. It's definitely does. Probably. Its not like there's isn't already a record. There's 14 of them. Or 16 . I forget. It probably doesn't matter anyway. There's also some more, some better ones. Well better in that they have been recorded more accurately and are therefore a better record. But they haven't been finished and it's debatable if improving the accuracy of the record improves what is recorded. That is to say the quality of the record itself. As for those 14 I don't really know where they are possible in a box on their way to Spain . Possibly in a box under a bed. More likely. It's difficult being this post modern. Everything and nothing existing at the same time. I mean it's not as simple as it use to be, you could just put on a copy of odelay and marvel at the juxtaposition. But then that was when it was new . When those others were inventing it. Now it's become all we've ever known. For those that have always known it that is . And it takes so much more effort . You have to listen , I mean you really have to listen. And you can't even decide if you like it, or if you are supposed to like it. The irony is important , but you can never be too sure if it really exists. It's probably just a function of all that globalisation. And all that Internet. They are probably important. Probably. I wonder if I should tell the others , if I did they would see it , they might disagree , or worse they might agree . Then it would become important , then it would have meaning and with meaning comes a drive for quality, for accuracy of recordings , recordings that don't really exist . Tvtvtv. All that trash . Recordings of trash. For vultures . That's not even words we use. Like hot pot that's a word with meaning. A word with heritage. Not trash and certainly not vulture. Globalisation I suppose .