beauty in small sights

If thinking around balance has become as important, if not more so than thinking around duality. is it the year that postmodernism finally broke. is this here the water has ended up. some sort of transcendance where self reference, where for and against, of and not of no longer matter. in fact they matter so little that it was almost as if the never ever where. over and over until they will always have been but they will never have happened. does beauty override purpose and meaning if is it of sufficient strength that it is a purpose and meaning in and of itself. is it all hippy bullshit , or do I really only need a hard on for blueberries?